:: Now I know alot about you ::
These days, I became a person who keep on tolerate on him. Im such a useless! idiot! person . Seeing him giving better emotional to others , how about me ? Im jealous what he did to my friend but I am not eligible to be jealous :(
I cant do anything for him more than I hope to. I did everything for him and not putting it a side. What do he think of me? If I disturbed his life, pissed off.
I can feel that he like her . Too bad he wont admit infront of me . He pretend nothing happen at all. And I asked myself " Why should I tolerate on you? " ...then my heartbeats jump like the winds blew. I shouldnt put more feeling on him , I know but I cant do it. I cant let go everything and all my efforts .
I cant let go yet I can give up on him .
I really can feel that you like her . The way he talk to her 、he chat with her was more happier than he was chatting with me :)
Sometimes I felt that he are good for me ,
Sometimes I felt that he may be my future ,
Sometimes I felt that do he trying to give I want to ,
Sometimes I felt that he can also endure drop me when ever it is .
What's wrong with you , JERK?
He knows I like you , still he's pretending he do not know anything at all .
Although I am not willing, those feeling fed up even I wanna giving up all these .
I hope that he could know what am I thinking , I hope that he could understand what am I looking on . Understanding me , not hard at all. He just have to put more time on my attittude I'll will ! I'll let him know whatever he wants to know.
He may be a person that loses already then learn to cherish after it .
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He do not know how to love a person ;
He do not know how to accept a person in different ;
He do not know how to understand a person when he were close ;
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I am not qualified to say this, yet I want him to know "
The world's most far away from ,
Not love , Not hate .
♥
But familiar ,
Gradually become the closest strangers .
