You like her.

 

:: Now I know alot about you ::

These days, I became a person who keep on tolerate on him. Im such a useless! idiot! person . Seeing him giving better emotional to others , how about me ? Im jealous what he did to my friend but I am not eligible to be jealous :(

I cant do anything for him more than I hope to. I did everything for him and not putting it a side. What do he think of me? If I disturbed his life, pissed off. 

I can feel that he like her . Too bad he wont admit infront of me . He pretend nothing happen at all. And I asked myself " Why should I tolerate on you? " ...then my heartbeats jump like the winds blew. I shouldnt put more feeling on him , I know but I cant do it. I cant let go everything and all my efforts . 

I cant let go yet I can give up on him .

I really can feel that you like her . The way he talk to her 、he chat with her was more happier than he was chatting with me :)

Sometimes I felt that he are good for me ,

Sometimes I felt that he may be my future ,

Sometimes I felt that do he trying to give I want to ,

Sometimes I felt that he can also endure drop me when ever it is .

What's wrong with you , JERK?

He  knows  I like you , still he's  pretending  he do not know anything at all .

Although I am not willing, those feeling fed up even I wanna giving up all these .

I hope that he could know what am I thinking , I hope that he could understand what am I looking on . Understanding me , not hard at all. He just have to put more time on my attittude I'll will ! I'll let him know whatever he wants to know.

He may be a person that loses already then learn to cherish after it .

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He do not know how to love a person ;

He do not know how to accept a person in different ;

He do not know how to understand a person when he were close ;

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I am not qualified to say this, yet I want him to know "

The world's most far away from , 

Not love , Not hate . 

♥ 

But familiar ,

Gradually become the closest strangers .