I just want someone to be real with me .: Ordinary girl to YOU

Do you know ,
You still appear in my mind out of blue?
Do you know,
I still remembered you?
Do you know,
I still thought you?

Whenever you think of HER, I will tell myself that YOU MISS ME.
Whenever you talk about HER, I will tell myself that YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT ME.
Whenever you tag something about HER, I will said to myself that I HOPE IT WAS ME.

Dont you ever think to hold me back in your arm?
Dont you ever want to pull me back to your side?
Dont ....you ever hardly want me back all along with you?

I can always tell you that IM READY TO BACK TO YOUR SIDE.
I can always tell you that IM GETTING TIRED TO MISS YOU ALL DAY & NIGHT.
I can always tell you that IM DEATHLY MISSING YOU the day you separate us.
I can always tell you that I WONT FORGET OUR MEMORIES.
I can always tell you that I ALWAYS WANNA BE WITH YOU.

When you are sad, I want to be at your side.
...watching you sad, I wanna try to comfort you. I wanna say something better to make you feel alright when you were with me , when you were beside me , when you were holding me :').

When I know you were sad , seriously I thought of running to your house to see to know if you were okay at that time. I want to take care of you but I cant. I want to hug you if you need but I cant. I...I...I...want to be with me and be sure you were always in nice mood and think of me whenever there's something went wrong or something need to face it.

Nonetheless, I just want to tell you I NEED YOU MORE THAN SHE DO. No matter love or what. I just want you.
If not, what else I still can ask from you and you aint nothing can give me to feel better.

I lost you when I was Form 2
I miss you when I was Form 3
And... My heart felt pain NOW, Form 4

Seeing you with other girl. I wanted to wish you to be HAPPY WITH HER so badly , I wanted to hope you NOT TO PLAY PLAY WITH HER so badly.
Because I want you to be happy... ALWAYS :]